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Trying to remove all the shrapnel in my heart. We say it gets better when you learn to let it go. Why oh why do we love the things that could kill us.  I hope you'll always need me and that you will miss me so much when I'm trying to remove myself from you.

Like we said. I love you to the moon and back.

"what? I'm not a bear??"

Livejournal is getting annoying. maybe its time to switch hosting sites.

 The problem with blogging is you wanna get people to understand how you feel but at the same time you don't want them to know what you think.

Such a mess, we are messes. Exams are coming, that's gonna be a mess.
I blame Jurisprudence.

This is you and I. I probably just like the idea of you anyway.

This is one space that hopefully you won't find out about.

One Last Day 2012

This space has been neglected for awhile, even when it hasn't been my posts has been nothing but depressing. Oh wells, one last post for 2012. Time seriously is one unstoppable force that will never meet an immovable object (unless of course someone invents a time stopping device). Looking back on 2012 its been one hell of an emotional roller coaster. From the peaks of happiness to a trough of a major heart break.

Highlights of the year would probably be meeting and getting close to a bunch of amazing people that have made my life in UK so much better, traveling (seeing the Colosseum!!! and other cool sites), my 1st ink and of course my 21st! I'm just glad that somethings don't change from year to year, like my amazing family ( I've come to learn that they are the most important people in my life and the good things about me are all because of them) and not to forget friends, the old, annoying, idiotic but most amazing ones. The whole world can change but I hope these don't.

I honestly can't remember how I spent New Year's Eve last year but this year I'm just counting down the words on my essay (there is no way to measure how much i detest jurisprudence. I was hoping we wouldn't get to 2013 so that I wouldn't need to do this module, among other things ahaha). Was never really into the whole countdown shit anyway after the horribly crowded countdown of 2007. Since then, never again man.


HAPPY 2013 EVERYONE!!!  (or whoever is reading my blog actually) May you always be living, laughing and loving.

Nov. 28th, 2012

I hate the very fact that you let me go without a thought, without so much as a fight. Like our relationship, our "love" meant nothing at all to you. Like I meant nothing at all. Like I'm nothing...

Nov. 14th, 2012

We could have had it all...I can't believe its all over now.
Why don't you just kill me now, get it over with.

Oct. 13th, 2012

I don't know how you can remain so silent, when here I am, an utter mess.


Never felt more alone. No one understands.

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vingt et un ans

My 21st has been amazing because of these people and made possible thanks to my family.
I thank my lucky stars for each and every one of them <3


21st Wishlist

I would ask for the people I love to always have good health, everlasting happiness and never to leave me, and less hate more love in the world. Since no one can guarantee those, materials comforts might just do.

A little help with the gift buyingCollapse )